여러분 2013년이 밝았습니다!
저도 그렇고 여러분도 그렇고 다들 한살씩 더 먹게되었는데
여러분은 기분이 어떠신가요?
매년 묘~한 기분이 들지만 올해는 특히나 데뷔후에 처음맞는 새해라서 그런지 예년보다 더욱 묘~한 기분이 드네요.
이게 좋고 싫은 기분이 아니고 뭐랄까.. 묘~한.. 그런느낌? 유남생? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
2012년! 참 저에게는 뜻깊은 해였습니다.
비투비라는 너무도 소중한 선물을 받으며 가수의 꿈을 이뤘고, 비투비의 영원한 반쪽 멜로디를 만났습니다.
처음 자켓촬영이란것을 해봤고 처음 뮤직비디오촬영을 해봤으며 첫방송, 첫사인회, 첫미팅, 첫해외공연 등등..
처음이라는 이름의 생소한것들 투성이었지만 모두 너무도 소중한 경험들이었습니다.
특히나 2012년 가요계는 아이돌 대란이라는 수식어가 있었을만큼 기존의 팀들부터 시작해서 신인가수들이
끊임없이 등장했고 그 중에는 저희 비투비도 있었지요.
그 가운데 숨막히도록 치열한 이 경쟁속에서 이만큼이나마 비투비가 자리를 잡을수있었던건
우리 멜로디 여러분들이 아니었으면 불가능했으리라 생각합니다.
언제나 어디서나 비투비를위해 응원해주시고 격려해주시는 여러분들이 계실때에 비투비가 비로소 의미가있으니까요.
여러분께 받는 사랑이 커지면 커질수록 저희의 책임감은 커져갔고 또 여러분께 해드리고싶은게 너무나 많아졌습니다.
더 좋은 노래와 더 좋은 무대, 그리고 팬서비스라는 이름의 작은 진심까지도…
늘 여러분을 위하는 마음으로 어떻게하면 여러분들께 행복을 전할수있을지, 어떻게하면 여러분들께서 조금이라도 더
기뻐해주실지를 생각하며 지내왔습니다. 여러분들이 남겨주신 글에 댓글을 달아드릴때도, 유타서비스에 보내주신 문자에
답을 해드릴때도, 작은 이벤트로 여러분들과 채팅을 했었을때도, 심지어 셀카를 찍을때도 멜로디를 생각하며 찍는다니까요?ㅋㅋ
여러분들의 고마움을 너무도 잘알기에 그랬던것이고 더욱 잘해드리고자 노렸했습니다.
하지만 노력에도 불구하고 팬서비스를 받지못하는분들이 서운해하시는걸 보면서 마음이 좋지않고 미안한 마음이컸습니다.
댓글이나 유타를 최대한 많은 분들께 해드리고자 애쓰지만 불가피하게
모든분들에게 해드릴수가 없었고 채팅을 하더라도 더 많은분들과 많은시간동안 대화하고싶지만 그럴수 없었던 점..
정말 제 마음은 모두를 챙기고싶은데 바쁜스케줄과 연습들을 병행하다보니 어쩔수없는 한계가있더라구요..ㅠㅠ
하지만 언제나 마음속으로는 1등으로 멜로디를 챙기기때문에 여러분께서 서운해하시는 마음보다는
제가 늘 노력할테니 저를 믿고, 참고, 이해해주셨으면 좋겠어요^^
또 지난 활동으로 팬사인회를 나름 많이한다고는 했지만 당첨안되서 너무나 안타깝고 서운하셨을분들,
각종 이벤트로 여러분과 만나고 소통하는 기회에 함께하지못해서 서운하셨을분들.
여러분들의 그 마음 너무나 잘아는만큼 참여못하는 팬들까지도 늘 마음으로 더욱 챙길것을 약속합니다. 약속^^d
아차, 그리고 여러분께서 주시는 선물들은 늘, 언제나 너~~~~무나 감사하지만 절대 무리는 하지마셨으면 좋겠어요!
그 작은 마음만으로도 저는 힘을 얻으니까요!
2013년을 시작하며 작년 한해를 되짚어보니 멜로디 이야기가 반이상이네요>.<
그만큼 비투비에게있어서 필수불가결한 존재라는 것이겠지요!
글은 이렇게 제가 남기지만 저희 멤버들 모두가 멜로디를 너무너무 아끼고있는거 아시죠?
스타일이 각자 달라서 팬서비스나 표현이 적은 멤버도 있지만 여러분을 사랑하고 고마워하는 마음은 모두 하나라는 거!!
(그치만 내가 제일 사랑하는 것 같아 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ♥)
멜로디!! 2012년에 비투비 응원하느라 다들 고생많았고!!(여러가지 의미로..^^)
새로 시작하는 2013년에도 잘부탁해!! 바람피지말고 올해도 비투비랑 함께가는거다?
올해가 끝날무렵엔 가요계에 중심에 비투비가있고 최고의 팬덤하면 멜로디가 되있는거야, 상상만해도 멋지다ㅋㅋㅋㅋ그치?
그니까 앞으로 비투비랑 우리 멜로디.. 앞으로 더 많은시간동안 지금까지보다 더 많은 행복 함께 만들어가자!!! 아자!!!!!!!!
Everyone, 2013 is bright!
It’s the same for same for me, the same for everyone. We have all grown a year older haven’t we?
How is everyone feeling?
Although I have this strange feeling every year, as this is my first new year since debut, the feeling is exceptionally strong as compared to the previous years.
This is a love hate feeling, what is this.. strange.. kind of feeling? You know what I’m saying? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Year 2012! Has indeed been a meaningful year for me.
Having received the precious gift of BTOB, having to fulfil my dream of being a singer, to be able to meet BTOB’s eternal half, Melody.
Doing our jacket shoot for the first time, filming our first music video, first broadcast, first signing session, first meeting, first overseas performance, etc..
In the beginning there were many unfamiliar names to things, but everything turned out to be a precious experience.
Especially in year 2012, there was a big crisis for the entertainment industry’s idols as there were many existing teams and new singers who just started out.
The groups were constantly emerging and amongst them there is BTOB.
Among all these groups a breath taking fierce competition took place and from the amount of competition BTOB seemed to have managed to snag a place.
If it was not for our Melody, I felt that it would have been impossible.
No matter where or when, everyone is always cheering for BTOB, always encouraging and it is because of you that there is finally meaning to BTOB.
The greater amount of love we receive from everyone, our responsibility will grow and again we have so much that we would like to give to everyone.
Better songs, better performances, and even fan service are the names of our small sincerity.
In my heart I always wonder what I can do for everyone. What can I do to bring happiness to everyone, would I be able to do it? What can I do to make everyone stay a little longer?
I am glad you tell me how you think and how you have been doing. Posts, comments you have left, messages you have sent on UFO.
When replying messages, when doing small events like chatting with everyone, and even when taking selcas, the reason for taking is because I was thinking about Melody?ㅋㅋ
I know how everyone feels well, there’s that and all we can do is to try harder.
However despite our efforts there are fans that were unable to receive our fan service, when we look at the faces filled with regrets, we don’t feel good but instead feel apologetic.
We put in a lot of effort to reply as many as possible UFO comments as we can.
There aren’t many things that I was able to do for everyone and even the chat room couldn’t hold more people. Although I want to talk to many fans for a long time, I can’t and it is really a little..
In my heart I really want to take care of everyone but due to our busy schedules and practices happening concurrently, the limitations are inevitable.. ㅠㅠ
However no matter when, Melody will always be number one in my heart. Instead of everyone feeling disappointed, I will always try my best so believe in me, hold back and it would be nice if you could understand ^^
And for those who were not selected for our fan sign sessions held during our promotions previously and were disappointed, there are many other activities where you can meet and communicate with us so please do not be disappointed.
To those who are disappointed as they were not able to join us for various events to meet and communicate with us, I understand how everyone feels, even the fans who weren’t able to participate, I promise that there will be more. Promise ^^d
Ah yes, and the gifts that everyone has given me, although I am always very thankful, it would be great if you don’t send then in large amount!
I would be able to receive strength, even with that small thought
As we step into year 2013, I reflected on the things that happened last year, and Melody is in more than half the story >.<
This is how indispensable your existence is, isn’t it!
Even though I am leaving a post like this, each and every one of our member really really cherish Melody a lot, you know that right?
Although our styles of fan service are different and there are members who do not express them as much, the amount of love and thanks we have in our hearts are all as one!!
(Even though it is like this I feel that I love you all the bestㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ♥)
To the end..
Melody!! You have suffered a lot cheering on for BTOB in year 2012!! (For various reasons..^^)
We will depend on you in the new year that is starting in 2013 too!! Don’t cheat and will you be together with BTOB for the new year too?
By the end of this year, in the music industry we have BTOB in the center of attention and as for the best fandom it’ll be Melody, even imagining it feels amazing ㅋㅋㅋㅋdoesn’t it?
Therefore in the future BTOB and our Melody.. In the future let us be a lot happier together as compared to how we are now shall we!!! Aja!!!!!!!!
Ah yes yes yes yes….
Best wishes for the new year ^0^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!